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Journal Entry: Tue Nov 29, 2011, 3:56 AM
Darkness is...Anything. Everything. Nothing.It can be it all.

It does not pass judgement for that would be meaningless... to shun any one perspective for any reason. It's simply idiotic.

The point:
All is possible when you are unaware of what is, in actuality... dwelling within the darkness.

Every day we act out the same routines, though the day has never been lived before, it is probable that nothing of interest will ever occur. Because we're all asleep. Limited from the moment we're born to conform to the standards of class, status, and power. Learn your place. Worship god. Believe what the tube tells you to believe. Do not question, for doubt is poisonous. Have faith!---WELL I DO NOT!

Are we REALLY ever present when the teacher drones on and on about topics you're not even sure you're interested in hearing about? She's not selling her thoughts, she's selling the formula. And it's not something positive either. She's selling you want THEY want you to think.

Does it matter? Is there purpose and meaning in what we're doing? This is the question of absurdism. Perhaps no one else is awake in this classroom of yours sir, but even though my eyes are closed.. I'm listening. My brain may be slow and foggish but I am functioning perfectly in here.. in this ever-lasting darkness that encompasses my mind, my soul, my being. It is quiet there and rarely disturbed, this dwelling is a haven for myself and others like me. A place where the blinding light cannot penetrate through. A place where I am safe and my identity remains untouched.

I dare not speak. I can't let them know I'm alive. So I pretend to slumber. And wait for the moment... the spaceship will descend. I will take the necessary steps and discover the reality as it is. I will not be overpowered, for my will is stronger than yours. It will persist far beyond the bounds of this flesh-vassal. It will survive where the physical body cannot.

I am not human.
I am not god.
I am not alien.
There is nothing foreign about me.. it just is, I JUST AM!

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  • Playing: with my thoughts n_n
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irrationalrationale Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2011
So raw powerful and honest. I love it.

Sometimes the darkness which should feel so cold, seems so warm from the distance. I yearn for her embrace, and I close my eyes to see her, but she refuses to let me in.

At least the drones aren't aware.

At this moment I feel you'd enjoy "As I Am" by Dream Theater. [My band covers this song.]
Identifyed-Khaos Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2011  Student Photographer
Aww thank you! So glad you enjoyed!

And ooo I shall be sure to look it up! (:
irrationalrationale Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2011
Awesome hope you like it!
Chyme12 Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2011
Indeed, the Space Ships will land, descending from outer darkness.
They will lead you even deeper into darkness until there is no longer a way of...............escape!

Le Sorcerer, le saucerer

by secret words and signs you conjure

machines and flaming apparitions

flying disc's of light and thunder

invade the neon plasma sky

by telepathic invocation

omens dark, like dreams appear on high

these harbingers of death and hell

to terrify mankind, by stealth and darkness come

bequeathing death and fear and chaos,

now reigns here, the kingdom of the damned!

O Sorcerer of Babylon, high priest of Babel-Tec,

casting spells of indignation,

zombies fly at thy beckon call

fulfilling Nimrod's incantation,

consummate thine evil will.

As sheep and goats, mankind disperse

scattering, blind, in terror fleeing,

each to seek his own salvation

eyes wide open, disbelieving.

Hell's hawks, the saucers swift descend

upon the woeful feast of men,

consuming flesh unsanctified

drunk on unbelieving blood.

For as much, they scorned the power of hell

so now all hell let loose torments

and congregates the demon hoard

to subjugate the Earth's fair globe

arrayed in spite and vengeful ire

audaciously their one desire,

to battle with Almighty God!

And He with eyes of blazing fire!

As snowflakes to the furnace go

so too is evil swiftly vanquished,

never more foul phoenix to arise
Identifyed-Khaos Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2011  Student Photographer
nicely written!
Ginnjii Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2011
You Priscilla, have not had enough ice cream.

To back to stuffing your face in buckets of ice cream.

Nao. :iconbegplz:
Identifyed-Khaos Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2011  Student Photographer
Awww hehe yus, I need MOAR ice cream!


Ginnjii Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2011
Hahaha, and moar thou shall have :meow:

Meanwhile, take a look at this? :iconbegplz:
Ginnjii Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2011
*Go back
ZOOBR Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2011
my mind = mush :D
Identifyed-Khaos Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2011  Student Photographer
hehe :D i'll take that as a compliment? :P
ZOOBR Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2011
yep :D
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